Here I am

Hi, do you remember me?
I've  good news : I finished my exams.. now it's thesis' time! This means:

I'm really nervous about that, alone in an ocean of information, graphics, books.. so many words to read and no spiritual leader near me.
But what happened in this year?
- Finished my exams [yeeeeeeeeeeeeeeah, also plant physiology!!!]
- I worked at Miramare, a protected marine area by WWF. It was amazing, great location and great colleagues!
- I definitively moved from Trieste to Como, at my dad's house [please kill me.]
- I started an apnea course
- I  took care about my dad [he was operated on his leg]

And here we are ... today is a full-study day because tomorrow I will go watch DepecheMode, I'm not truly excited about it, because the last album for me was awful, but as usual, there will be among the other songs like "In Your Room" <3 and "Judas" or "Never Let Me Down"and at least there will be my bf HeavyDrum.

Honestly I'm a bit scared  for my future... because there isn't one.
Italy is under an horrible recession. My family, therefore me, has a lot of economical problems and I know that it's difficult find a work, whatever.
I studied a lot of years, I lost a lot of time also to improve my knowledge ... for what?
No light at the end of the tunnel; I know a great number of doctors graduates with two degrees without a work or with a work in different areas of interest.

It's a little bit grey.

But don't give up!
:)